1. When it hurts

    Its the hardest right before bed and when I wake up in the morning. Those were the times we had all to ourselves. Holding each other, caring. Some mornings its easier than others to get through, but they all hurt. Waking up 30 minutes before the alarm and not being able to go back to sleep because you don’t feel complete, because you know someone is missing, knowing theres not much you can do but wait and see what time brings. That really hurts. Helpless but not hopeless, powerless but not weak. Nothing I can do but hope that you still love me too

    6 months ago  /  Notes