February 2012
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Cock the gun
And pull the trigger
December 2011
4 posts
Hmmm
Fucked some huge boobs last week, the girl wants more, and honestly, so do I. She is really cool, likes the same kinda stuff I like and is hot. I think this might be a lot of fun. I was gonna sleep over tonite, but I got cock blocked by her friend that needed some help. That’s ok. She said she’s gonna make it up to me ;) I can’t wait for that.
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First dates
Are soooooo much fun. I’ve met some pretty cool ppl. Yesterday i went on a first date with a girl I met on ok cupid, she is really cool and we seem to have a lot in common. I was pretty nervous but I think it went well… She actually lives very close to me, so maybe well go somewhere closer next time. She likes thai food so I’m thinking subsin’s next.
November 2011
18 posts
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Someday
Someday you’ll realize what you’ve thrown away… I hope you’re not too late. A guy like me is in high demand. I am an amazing cook, I’m caring, I’m easy on the eyes, I’m strong, I’m a handy man, I paint, knit, sew, I have a big heart, I know how to have a good time, I’m smart, I know how to pleasure a woman, I know how to fix cars, and I can do...
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Lame
Big plans to go dt, then all of a sudden everyone cancels…
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dave and busters
I also really really really want to go to dave and busters… haven’t been since the summer…. and of course im boss at the coin drop game… that game is like crack
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EVEN BIGGER WOOT! →
got an email from youtube telling me i could get paid for ads. im probably not gonna get any money, but im really excited my videos are getting views… top two have 575 and 214!!! :D
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WOOOT WOOOT!!
oh my gosh im in such a good mood. today was payday and i didnt think i would have much leftover from bills, but turns out i was able to pay off 2 and a half loans and still have about 200 left over. and im ontrack with all my finances.
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When it hurts
Its the hardest right before bed and when I wake up in the morning. Those were the times we had all to ourselves. Holding each other, caring. Some mornings its easier than others to get through, but they all hurt. Waking up 30 minutes before the alarm and not being able to go back to sleep because you don’t feel complete, because you know someone is missing, knowing theres not much you can...
Break up
Why do you seem more heartbroken than me.
A calender reminder popped up on my phone today. Wish I could be happy for it… Soon I will, soon I will
"in a relationship" to "single"
samcancare:
hurts more than I thought it would.
Still for the better.
Give me a call- I have something really important to tell you. Don’t think of this as smothering, you’re just the first person I want to really share this with
-john
Even though I see you on fb chat, it takes the strength of the entire world not to ask you how you’re doing and what’s it like in odessa… Please forgive me, I’m about to try and fb chat you
Relationship
I guess its now officially over on my fb now… For now. Lol
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Life
I’m feeling better about my situation. thursday at work I planned out how I’m gonna get out of debt and pay off these loans I have. Turns out it will only take about til the end of december. I feel a lot better about it all. I even planned in having extra money to do things with sam and show her I still have all the traits that originally attracted her to me. I just hope she will give...
If your hurting… What do you think I’m going through…
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I don’t mean to seem clingy, but I do miss you a bunch. Spending time with you is always so much fun.
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Phone still on?
My phone was supposed to be turned off like monday but its still on. Guess I got lucky… I still fear it will be turned off today or tomorrow. I’m glad its lasted this long though, its my only connection to my friends since I’m all the way in south austin now. Hope out stays on till I pay on friday, my peeps have been keeping me company so I don’t feel alone down south
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Fave quote
My favorite quote of all time is from oceans 11
Matt damon: are you suicidal?
Brad pitt : only in the morning.
Never really understood that quote till now. I just don’t wanna get up in the morning and go to work lol
I love all 4 oceans movies
October 2011
11 posts
Time to shower and dress to impress :)
Dis
I just wanna disappear
My life
Is hell right now. So much stuff I wanna bitch about right now, but I don’t have enough space to fit it. Also it’s a bit complicated. I just wanna explode sometimes. Luckily I have two special ladies to calm me down.
Ppl on the bus
This isn’t really about ppl more about seasons on the bus. Its texas fall right now which means its cool one day and hot the next. For the bus that means its freezing outside and it needs the heater on all the time in the morning, even when its not cold. Uncomfortable.
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Ppl on the bus
Sometimes I see ppl outside of the bus and I think… Really? Really??? Bus is driving through downtown and then starts honking his horn because this guy parked on the side of the street has his driver side door completely open… Like blocking traffic open, and he’s just chilling in his car playing with his phone or something. C’ mon dawg.
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Ppl on the bus
You know those awkward convos ppl on the bus start with you and you really don’t want partake in…. Its just as painful to watch. And done how they always end up becoming about the life story of the awkward person that started the convo
September 2011
19 posts
Next friday
… Boy do I have plans :)
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Girls on the bus
What does it feel like when you sure off your cleavage on the bus with all the creepy guys staring at your boobs? if I were a girl I think I would cover up every time I get on the bus. ESPECIALLY when those guys who think they have game start trying to holla at you. must be scary, because they are obviously doing short things to you in their head by the way they state at you without blinking lol
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Buses
They’re late when you need them on time and early when you need them late
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Ugh
Too rushed to enjoy anything right now. I wish I would have known about this a little more ahead of time. I’m sure it will all be good when I finally get there, but I’m definitely not going to a potluck empty handed… Not to mention one where I’m meeting some of your friends. I don’t want to be “that guy” the one that just shows up some where with nothing...
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Droid apps
yesterday was a big day for me with my droid. they finally released hanging with friends for droid and I found a monopoly app. I really love these apps so to my lovely girlfriend, sorry if I become unresponsive .
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Ppl on the bus- 9-15-11
I need to catch with these ppl on the bus, but this one was good
This girl just got off work, got on the bus, was digging in her pocket for some money. The bus driver said to move behind the line and pay at the next stop. She pays at the next stop then gets off the bus.
So many ways to look at this.
1 she paid a dollar to go one block
2 she was really tired
3 the bus diver made her pay...
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I'm good but
I hope the silence ends soon. I mean I understand you want some time to yourself, and I’m cool with that but you’re not just my girlfriend. you have become like my best friend too and it’s weird going this long without even a single word being exchanged between us.
I don’t mean to sound needy and please don’t take it that way, but I miss getting texts from you at...
Ppl on the bus 9-14-11
Twin indian little girls. Most adorable little girls ever. Dressed exactly the same with the fobbiest out fit and cute back pack. A nice change from the regular oddities
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Idk
Idk if she read my status about changing or if she’ll even stumble upon my tumblr and see my leaves. I mean no one even follows me. When this silence started, I realized a lot about myself and what I was doing. I realized this stuff before she made her post on tumblr, seeing that just reinforced it all. it surprised me that she knew I was gonna read it. And I doubt she will ever see this....
Biking
I need to start biking again.I miss my biking body.
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